basic info

mbti: intj.... i am not hannibal. i am batman and the 12th doctor

sign: capricorn ⋆☀︎. taurus ࣪ ִֶָ☾. cancer ☝

major: sociology, pre-law; advertising minor

hobbies: performing, lps collecting, video making, etc.

favorite colors: dark reds, black, gold, & silver

favorite films: paris is burning (1990), isle of dogs (2018)

favorite scents: my gf, paperback books, mahogany teakwood candles, men's cologne, cafes

favorite artists: ethel cain, ariana grande

favorite media: anything trixie & katya; twin peaks, niche youtube vlogs

goals: slowly creep away from the internet; no more online nonsense, ya' hear? and posst my art i must be BRAVE

what am i doing here?????

originally, i got into informatics through my university's minor program, but have since swapped the minor for an advertising minor. i have a love for digital design, but enjoy simplistic/unsettling/uglier layouts. i want this to feel casual and homie, but want to advance my html skills (of course). css & javascript are two programming challenges for me, so please pleases PLEASEEE give me tips and resources if you can!!!!

i love all things fundamentalism, catholicism, and christianity. i'm not religious myself, but grew up catholic and stopped attending night school aroudn the 4th grade. i have never let go of the church not because it deeply traumatized me, but for reasons i don't know. because of my fixation, this website will be centered around catholic and bloody themes!! this is not a safe space for christian-adjectent folks, as i critique the religion a lotttt. you have been warned!!!

personally, i identify as an absurdist and a symbolic interactionist; we create meaning because everything means nothing, and that's what makes life so great!! do what you want, be who you want, and stop waiting for loser freaks to tell you who you're supposed to be. also, stop looking for aesthetic inspiration online and go into the world; find lovely items and clothes at thrift stores or through small businesses using your intuition!!! your brain will let you know if you like something. this is a reminder for myself, as well!!

i am also a big fat lesbian queer and i love queer culture!!!! i started listening to a "stone butch blues" audiobook but stopped because finals weeks got my ass; after i finish my current reads, i'll be immersing myself into that again (i recommend it, btw, it's lovely and so ahead of it's time!!!). i have a beautiful girlfriend and she makes the world sparkle. she makes the sun rise, i mean it. i love drag, i love queer and gender theory, and i just love homos. they're great. we're great. i've taken Queer Theory (SOC 320) and Feminist & Gender Theory (GWS 350) during my time as an undergraduate so far, and hope to take at least one more libshart class before i graduate!!!

anywayzzzz yes pleas enjoy my site & my stories & all things catholic & feel free to follow/message me!!!

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